julia…

15 ↓ • INXJ • 1w2 • ⚢ • melancholic

initial - i couldn't give my serious self up

on that day, i was but a girl and not yet an adult

more info…

hi i'm juwia & i really really love leo tsukinaga + others. i like sweets a lot too! besides mobage, i do a lot of editing, language learning, merch collection, & writing. i am also very interested in seiyuus for all mobage i indulge in! i listen to a lot of music as well; i love deco*27 a lot.
i stan: popipa + trickstar/knights + heartslabyul + harugumi/ natsugumi + seisho academy + buster bros/fling posse + muse/lily white
please interact with me if we're mutuals! i'm really bad with dms so i will probably try to comment on your posts but if i annoy you lmk & i'll knock it off!
other facts: i am a hapa/wasian & an ashkenazi jew but i live in america; i may talk about this. i also have mental illnesses which affect my activity on here & how i interact with others! please be mindful [:
also… people generally describe me as intimidating & mysterious at first but also rather caring & empathetic so make of that what you will… i can also be critical at times but outwardly it is toward myself. overall i try to be outgoing & welcoming… i hope we can be friends! also i'm a vampire. here are my kins if you’re curious

with an unstained gaze, i only looked at my dreams

feel the beat of the stars beyond the initial

sadly, i kin…

i kin these folks + some unlisted! i don't mind doubles but some of my connections are important to me so i don't really double tag. i mainly tag my friends, if at all. i don't post about kinning stuff really as i do it for fun/to cope… i mainly just post random things because this is a spam account!

(you are) strongly strumming it

why is it that inside the countless stardust

the awaited byf…

  • please do not follow if you are anti blm/acab, interact with falyn, use asian names while being non-asian or think that doing so is alright, think fiction doesn't affect reality/"anti-anti" or "pro-ship", don't support he or they lesbians, think bisexual or pansexual-lesbians are valid, actively into homestuck, against xenogenders, have problems with my s/o or friends , or hate leo tsukinaga because you'll be seeing him a lot on my account!

  • ask to follow if you kin any of my favourite characters (only leo, the first three, &/or any italicized ones). if any of those charas or ships make you uneasy, for your own comfort i wouldn't recommend following !

  • please trigger tag & censor the word d/ddy (the slash is "a" ). i would also appreicate if you tagged photos/videos of bugs or blood! my main discomforts are talk of the concept of death, anti-semitism, & racism against asians (don't need tags but don't mention them around me). i have more, you can ask if you want to know but if you mention them in convo i'll just tell you

  • please use /s, /j, & /srs while speaking with me if you can!

  • i won't tag inval, please don't expect me to unless we are friends or you have delusions

  • i may say slurs i can reclaim

  • i deactivate this account often due to stress/anxiety

  • i chainblock people who meet dnfi criteria, if you think you've been faslely blocked you can lmk & we can work it out

  • if i have any problems with anything you say or do i will likely softblock [: you can dm about it but i won't dm you beforehand

the shine is the most beautiful and brightest?

the initial will always be

the end…

there's no pass, you can just rq or follow if i'm public although, you can send me something if you really wish to. if i don't want you to follow me i might remove you or block & i can’t guarantee that i'll follow you back.
that's all, have a nice day & remember to stream initial by poppin party <3

embraced by the beat of the stars.

who owns the earth you ask?

why are you gay…

not to be a dyke on the Carrd but i love my s/o, Wren of the Gentaroyumeno, more than anything ever… i won't say very much here because i am embarrassed & i have a seperare carrd for xem but they are really everything to me & i cannot imagine my life without them in it !!!!! it still feels very surreal but i am so so happy & grateful to be dating wren [: my puppy delinquent estp 7w8
*kisses them*

    it doesn't matter because i love you

    on a night this still and quiet, it’s a night when i'm alone, but

    my unfortunate friends…

    my best friend is lia (@tanjinosu/idon't remember her other account)! she is an istj izumi kinner BUT i appreciate her very much & i admire her… i have known lia for over a year & she has supported me through so much !!!

    lucas is a cool person (@senaizumi) luca gets a section on the Carrd because he asked nicely! i have known lucas for almost a year? he is a kind dude & izumi loves him very much. 10/10 people would be his friend. i think he should fix his sleep schedule though

    shrimpy is my sibling
    (@mitsubaz/pklowny) i lov shrimpy so much [: we have been good friends ever since i met them!! she is very easy to talk to & always so so kind. shrimpy has helped me & supported me countless times, i am forever grateful!

    i consider a lot of other people friends: sam, raven, thunder, saylor, savannah, raya, bambs, sora, aleena, mila, mem, tyler, calee, saarah… i seriously consider any mutual i've interacted with at least once a friend so if you if you aren't written just know i am thinking of you [:

    if you were here, that’s all i would need

    sorry for being ill…

    #lol um i experience delusional attatchments to sakuma rei & suou tsukasa. they are me! please do not refer to these as kins or delusions (unless i've said it's ok) & i would appreciate if you do not see us as separate entities when speaking with me. please keep in mind these are not kin-related as the attatchments i have to them are caused by my illnesses. i sometimes block people who kin me for comfort purposes [: i experience other types of delusions as well, mind you… if you have any questions about this you may ask, i'll try to answer, but i might not be comfortable!
    if you really want to know, i suffer from major depressive disorder with psychotic features, social anxiety disorder, general anxiety disorder, separation anxiety disorder, panic disorder, & adhd.

    alright, this might sound a bit strange but i have psychosis & experience delusional attachments to sakuma rei & suou tsukasa. this means that they are me [: i won’t really separate myself from them as it’s very uncomfortable for me to do so, so please do not force me to. please do not think of this as me being a weirdly serious kinner because it’s not kin whatsoever, these are delusions of grandeur connected to my illnesses